Of Heartbreak and Healing :)

Guess many have been wondering for quite some time now why I changed my blog name. It used to be Teampatlou before as a mixture of me and my boyfriend Pat’s names way back when we were together, this entry has been lingering on my mind for quite some time now and I honestly don’t know if it’s a good idea to publish this post but after giving it some thought I decided to publish this post because I want to pour my heart out on my sleeve and share with you some lingering thoughts at the back of my mind πŸ™‚Β 

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Me and P before attending one of his friends wedding πŸ™‚

Of course when we enter into a relationship we hoped that it would be for keeps but sometimes life has a funny way of showing you your real destiny and that sometimes people should be left behind for you to pursue your own personal goals because when you enter into a relationship you should be whole as a person and not expect someone to complete the missing parts in your life. In fact that person should instead serve as an inspiration for you to do better and for you to excel not drag you down the drain. Both of you should have common goals in mind and should have a plan at hand for the near future so that you can steer yourselves into that direction πŸ™‚

Anyway, we broke up a couple of months ago maybe because of irreconcilable differences, maybe he needed to find himself? Maybe he was unsure of his direction in life? But whatever his reasons were I will be forever grateful to him for the lessons and the awesome memories he has shared with me in the course of our short lived relationship πŸ™‚ Thank you P for everything πŸ™‚

I would like to express my gratitude to him for loving me and for fighting for our relationship despite the struggles that we had to face at the start, for introducing me to his whole family which I became close to and which I loved as well, for being proud of having me in his life and showcasing it for the world to see. I know that during that time he loved me and we both loved deeply πŸ™‚ I have also grown close to his family playing with the kids whenever I visit them at home, singing videoke songs and dancing to some tunes with his little sister and having those late night chats and messages with his older sister πŸ™‚

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Bonding with these bunch πŸ™‚ (P’s family)

Thank you for also being supportive and attending my blog events with me. You were one of those persons who always believed in me and in my love for the written word πŸ™‚ WE started out this blog together but I am continuing it now πŸ™‚ This blog is something that I became passionate about as it rekindled my love for the written word and also served as a way to express my emotions and serve as an outlet πŸ™‚

These past few months had been surreal and only by being honest with oneself and accepting yourself flaws and all and living life to it’s fullest will you be able to truly find yourself and completely close that chapter of your life πŸ™‚Β  Looking forward to more awesome adventures ahead because I believe that life is too short to be anything but happy πŸ™‚

 

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